Lately, I Haven't Been Myself

Lately, I haven't been myself
Lately, I haven't been myself
I've been someone who looks just like me
But acts so very differently
Lately, I haven't been myself

Lately, I haven't been the same
Lately, I haven't been the same
I may look alright to you
But, oh the pain I'm going through
Lately, I haven't been myself

I've been drinking like a fish, a fish called Wanda
I've been seeing colors, man, like Peter Fonda
I've been up and I've been down, up and down and all around
Trying to make sense of this charade

Lately, I haven't been myself
Lately, I haven't been myself
I can see the hurt look in your eye
Allow me to apologize
Lately, I haven't been myself

I've been staring at the big blue sky, to me it looks completely black
Staring in the bathroom mirror and wondering who's staring back
Every time I go outside I have another heart attack
When I think I've got it figured out, it turns out to be out of whack

I've been drinking like a fish, a fish called Wanda
Feel like something's squeezing me - Anaconda
I've been up and I've been down, up and down and all around
Trying to make sense of this charade

Lately, I haven't been myself
Lately, I haven't been myself
I may look alright to you
But, oh the pain I'm going through
Lately, I haven't been myself

Lately, I haven't been myself
Lately, I haven't been myself
Lately, I haven't been myself
Lately, I haven't been myself